so today i ventured to the mall. ahhh scary, but i was there insanely too long and i was by myself so it makes it 10 times worse. but it sparked something i've always wanted to do and that is make something out of mannequins. i know people do it all the time and blah blah who cares. i want to use mannequins to bring to life one of my drawings. it involves clowns with a plug and cord coming out of it's eye. i want to make it really work and glow, how kick ass would that be. i'll see if i can rummage up a photo of that drawing cause it makes sense to me cause i created it, but to others not so much. this blog is going to help me out a lot when i get the opportunity to create artwork i want to and have so many ideas i can't remember them all. k. mannequin clowns with plugs/cords coming out of there eyes. done.

i also realized today i fucking hate washing dishes. this has nothing to do with anything, but i really do. i just want to throw them every time i see them in the sink. i mean the whole set only cost me $5, garage sale special, it's sooo tempting, but i don't think the roommates would appreciate that too much. i love/don't love garage sales, i like that everything is cheap and i'm giving it a home other than the landfill. but i hate them because it sometimes creeps me out thinking that someone i don't know used this same exact thing, mostly dishes, cause i don't know i like clean things a lot. that's why i never buy shoes at thrift stores, i could never do it, i might cry. but it's no different than buying t-shirts there either, i mean someone has sweat in your shirt. ahhhh. sure it's been washed but how clean is it really? i want someone to do a dateline investigation as to how clean your clothes really get after you wash them. okay. well i think we've covered all the topics: clowns, dishes and thrift store freakouts. it's time to end this day.