crisis mode

so as graduation gets closer i have entered crisis mode. i'm frantic, i don't know what to do after i spend my last days at drake. i know i need to find a job, but where? interviews, right i need to learn to communicate better. and then i started looking at fashion design schools but i'm torn because i don't know if i should go or try out a graphic design job first before jumping to any conclusions about it. i think i've decided to give the graphics a try and at least wait until next year to go back to school. plus we are moving to a different apartment which we haven't found, so moving...always fun. plus can't forget about student loans, oh yeah and the summer class at drake so i can "graduate" in august. all of these things i do not want to do. this is what is happening in my brain, it's like a curtain and that's all i see. frustrating. spell check is a lifesaver.