this is definitely a rant

so i'm just in a mood to rant about shit. about lies and liars, about how relationships are annoying. i'm not even in a relationship and i think that's why, i find them annoying. i've been in a few in the past but not for long and it's a good thing because i just think they are just a hassle. when i'm in them they don't seem it but afterwards i just think wow, that was fucking annoying. i'm not a patient person and i feel like relationships are a bunch of bullshit being tossed around. i can't handle waiting, and it's just because i don't like to wait, if someone asks me to email them and i do i would like a response and for me, a response would come about fairly quickly if i was interested, but others don't see things the same way. and i know it's just me being impatient but that's why relationships suck for me, maybe i'm being selfish and want things done when i want them done, but usually when things don't happen they don't happen for a reason. i'm a good judge of situations and i can normally tell which direction things are going. this probably makes no sense to anyone but me but i just like to ramble. what it comes down to is no one is tell the truth, no one is saying what they want, it's always a cover up. if you don't want to date,hang out, be friends, etc etc with anyone then say so. don't just do it because you don't want to hurt their feelings. if you don't want to go see a movie with one of your friends you don't like, don't do it. if you break up with someone and don't really want to be their friend, don't say it. why would you want to? honesty is key to communication. another reason why relationships annoy me, because i feel like anything anyone has said to me is bullshit and untrue which lately has turned out to be the case. when i say i want to hang out, i want to hang out, if i say hey call me, i want you to call me. if i say um. no thanks, that means no thanks. i don't just say things to say them, i back up my words. so yes this has been a rant about realationships and lies. they just piss me off and not in a bitter way, i'm glad i'm not in a relationship, but they just irritate me how things go involving communication within relationships and between people. i just want to say stop lying to me because that seems to be the trend and i'm fed up, what's the point really? what is the point of not being honest?