disconnected from society

so maybe it's not that dramatic but it does really suck in a way. my phone broke on thursday and it's definitely different. i don't mind it actually that much because well i am actually in a place where i have no contact with anyone. i don't have to worry if someone is trying to call me i can go anywhere and no one could reach me. i drove to iowa city this weekend and the car ride was great, it felt so nice to just be with my thoughts, not that i get very many phone calls but just the fact that i couldn't and i had to be alone in the car was great. once i get my phone back i think i'm going to turn it off more. but the only thing that did suck was the weather was crappy so if i did end up in a ditch i couldn't contact anyone and that would suck. but low and behold i get home from iowa city and get ready to go to my meeting, get in my car and it won't start. wow what a feeling... when i use ... that means "in a sarcastic tone" so i get in my car and it would start, awesome... now i have no phone, no vehicle i am disconnected. i'm just waiting because my computer will be next i know it already. but i am so frustrated right now it's unbelieveable. the heat in my car broke last week, and i just got it back and everything was grand, but now i can't even take it in because it won't start. and now i'll have to rely on others to get me places. i hate relying on others. i like to be independent in the sense where i don't need to rely on others because it just gets too complicated. how am i going to get here, how am i going to get there? i can't call when my classes are done for someone to pick me up, or from anything else. sooo FRUSTRATING!! i just get irritated when things break, or don't work, it's a pet peeve of mine. that's why technology is bad for me because eventually things break and stop working. then it ruins my day. now i'm going to drink water and go to sleep because that seems to be a logical thing for me. sleep cures everything, mostly bad frustrating days.