how to improve the world

today was the first time in my life i think i actually enjoyed winter. it wasn't too cold, but the trees and the snow on the ground was so wonderful. i had to walk many places today because well as lindsey put it my car "was being a bastard" she is correct. but it was nice walking today. my legs felt the burn and i'm sleepy so i should have a restful night sleep. i walked past this little hill just down the street from where i live, there was a patch of snow that was untouched it looked so soft i just wanted to lay in it. when i get a house of my own, i want to have a room that is just one big matress, then i can just go in and sleep. how great would that be? no one needs to respond to that, but for those who value sleep as a essential need and a hobby it would be fucking awesome! and swearing is necessary.

i really want to make another pop-up book. but with dinosaurs, i have a new affection towards dinosaurs i think it's because i feel they can make anything great. for example my LSD trip cake was ruined when a tower feel over late in the night. so i just bought a dinosaur and put it on that part of the cake. it turned out to be my favorite part and saved the party, THE ENTIRE PARTY! they are great and can fix anything. i think i should do a book about how plasic dinosaurs can fix any situation. i have that very dinosaur from my cake right here next to me as i type and i feel good about it. i think if more movies had plasic dinosaurs they would be more popular. i have a vase of flowers next to me as well. and i was just thinking, what if there was a plastic dinosaur in the wizzard of oz, the part where they are running through the red flowers, shit i can't remember what type they were, oh poppies, yes. pooopppies. i guess i'm in love with dinosaurs now, life is good.

but what is not good, when your apartment smells like the time you had the stomach flu and puked up a veggie burger from drake diner. yes, that is what my apartment smells like at this very moment. it's bringing backs some bad memories. the guys down stairs were cooking up something nasty and pretty much ruined my night. i think i'm very smell oriented, oh but wait there is my dinosaur...things just got better. hehe. i just had to talk about how our apartment smells because it's really bothering me. ahh. that's all, next on my agenda: sleep. hooray!