stranded

i ment to post this 2 days ago


i am stranded at Carnegie of all places. i guess it's a good place to be because it's forcing me to do work instead of things like, eating, or taking a shower, or even sleeping. but i did discover i like the band Tapes 'N Tapes. i'm listening to them right now on purevolume.com very handy. to day i really want to start making crazy t-shirts for my independent study, because well i just got the tools and i'm ready to go. i just need something to heat the wax so i can batik, i have some ideas but i won't know if they work until i try them out, but it's still very exciting to me. i have this old t-shirt from 6th grade i believe, maybe even 5th, or i guess i was nine. but it has a whale on it, and says save the whales or something like that, but i really want to make something out of it because the shirt itself is gross and old i mean it's about 10 years old if you calculate 6th grade to now. i have tons of shirts like that, and i'm a pack rat so i can't get rid of them because i might use them someday, a day like today.

i am still without a phone or a car, it has forced me to walk to school and i guess it's not all that bad, i should try and do it more often. the mornings are nice, but not when you almost fall because that sucks. i don't care about embarrassing myself i mean, it's me, but i'm so scared of falling because it will hurt so bad. i haven't hurt myself by falling in a long time and i'm glad because i think i would break something now. i'm a frail, old woman.